Comments for the day

Sometimes I really do find it hard to believe that I started this blog. I have nothing to say most of the time and what I do have to say, means nothing. I have not written for some time because there has not really been anything to write about. Somethings you must still keep to yourself. What I can say is that there is more crap going on in my life then I would like. Another new job, another move, another head ache. I hate change more then anything. I like to stay in one place and make a home. I know that things change all the time and I do my best to deal with it, but that does not mean that I have to be happy with it. I can take change. I can work around it so that I can still do what needs to be done, but to be happy is one thing that I can not be.
I found that even if I do not like change, I do still like making friends. I talk to people all the time and look forward to meeting new people every day. I do not feel that new people are a bad change. Or even really a change at all. For a new person I do not have to change anything about myself. No one can get that from me. Unless your my boyfriend or best friend. These two people are the only ones that can get a real change out of me. I believe that people are the way that they are. If something new comes up they should just change the way that they look at it. Don't change yourself, just the way that you look at things. It is different even if it doesn't sound that way.
I was listening to a song by Vanessa Carlton ( love her ) and I have found that I use music sometimes to change my mood. If I go to work listening to my favorite song then my day starts off nice. If the last song that I heard was one that I hated then I start work with a dark cloud over head. I think I will listen to my favorite song every day. lol. I have two favorites going right now. "Say You Don't Want It" by One Night Only and "White Houses" by Vanessa Carlton. There are more great songs by these two, but these are my favorites. They always make me feel better.
Those are my comments for the day.
Later