Cheer Up

Everyone has a way to cheer themselves up. Mine is not always the same. Sometimes its a movie, book, a place, or a person. This time it is music. The person I am listening to at the moment is Hilary Duff. I know that I am too old to be a fan of hers, but I just love her music. There are some songs that I don't have, but I have the movies that they are in so I will just watch the movie. Her music always makes me feel better some how. I am sure that we all have something like that. If you think about I am sure that there is just one person that you happen to watch or listen to when you are feeling down. Most of the time I find someone that is younger then me that has done soo much with their life. Its a pick up and a slap in the face at the same time. So I get cheered up and pushed down at the same time. I am never happy lol. I cant sing, dance, act, write, or anything else that anyone could think of, but these people can. I think that it is wonderful that there are people out there that have such wonderful talent and its even better that they share it with us. I am not sure what kind of point I was trying to make. I guess I just felt like talking, but there was no one to talk to. I cant start talking to my cats just yet. I am not that bad yet. A real pick me up song, if you like Hilary Duff, is "I am". Sometimes you cant find it, but if you look for it on youtube you'll find it. Now its back to looking for something to do. Good luck to everyone having a good day. Books! Movies! Music! TV Shows! Driving! Friends! Family! Go Cheer!

Current Thoughts

I spent alot of time thinking about what I would write. I do know that you don't have to know what you want to write, to write. But I have to have an idea before I can even write about my day. I am just silly like that. There has been so much going on lately that I just felt like I really couldn't put it all down. I am only doing this post right now because I really feel like I have to say something. What I am thinking right now is that I really love family. Related or not. Family is family and we all have those people that, even if their not related, we love like family. We feel each others pain and happiness. Everyone I love right now, knows that I love them. But I still feel the need to say it. I love you all and I am here for you. The older I get, the more I see the people around me change. If you don't know me then you need to know that I hate change. Family is always family and friends are always friends. If it works and feels good then it should never change. Right now there is alot going on with my family and I feel helpless. I know that me just being there for them is what they need, but I always feel like there is something that I could be doing to help. I know that theres not, that does not stop the feeling. Seeing and being apart of everything just makes me want to grab everyone I know in one big hug and tell them all that I love them. Even my (related) family. I really don't see them enough. There needs to be more hours in the day. More days in the week. More weeks in a month. And more months in a year. There is just not enough time to show every person that you love, that you love them.

My heart is heavy
My tears come easy
I am weak
But my love is true
And it is just for you

I really hope that all turns out well and I hope that everyone knows what they need to know. Big hugs and kisses to all. Please take care and love each other. You never know what tomorrow brings.